Trial

Day break - but my world is in darkness

No light to welcome me into this world of torment

I try to raise my head from this pillow of stone

Am I me or am I a drone?

No where to claim as mine - no place to call home

I wander in my dreams - nightmares erupt all around

I lay still - I try not to be found

BUT

They call so loud

They call my name

This darkness smothers any sign of hope

They say hell is here - I am to blame

I try to be

I try to cope

I try to see the sun - to find the light

The pain is great those without essence screech into the shadows of darkness

Day break, but there is no light

The demons come through the curtains of doubt

my souls turning inward - terror so great

I walk alone now upon the trail of despair

if only the sun would rise to show me the way

I hang my head in sorrow

I know not what to say

Is this it ?

Is this the way it will be?

Morning comes but only darkness be.

Am I forever a prisoner never to be free?

Written by Jenny Benham